Finally, everything has slowed... down. The deadlines are almost up. I have a new computer to do uni work on. There aren't any problems straight ahead of me and all in all, things are calm. To be perfectly honest, I'm surprised I even managed to make it through. Real life isn't exactly my forte. Now everything just seems peaceful and it's actually quite relaxing... and unnerving. And yes, it is possible to feel both of those at the same time. It's a nice change of pace but it's almost a sudden one. I'm not even out of the woods yet, deadlines are up next week! So why am I feeling so calm about it?
Maybe it's because I've just accepted my impending doom. Or perhaps I've reached a certain level of zen which only being stressed can push you towards. It's like all of my worries have faded away, and all I have to do really is focus on this blog post -- whist is actually brilliant! Not the post, I'll let you judge that, just typing it and being able to chill for once.
Things are going slowly and for once (sorry Sonic), that's a good thing.
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